I haven't posted in a while. Been going through some a LOT of
stuff, and this entry explains what.
Despite being a large (fat) bloke, I practice certain gymnastic excercises
mostly daily (read: whenever I feel the inclination). This keeps my
flexibility up and muscles hard. I dislocated my shoulder walking on my
hands. I'm telling people I did it playing Aussie-rules football. My
body builds muscle bulk extremely well, especially upper-body, and because
of the large amount of muscle bulk around my shoulders the
tendons/ligaments tore off because of the bone forced down further than it
would if a normally-built person dislocated their shoulder. They've
healed a little, after two months they've healed enough for me to go
about life normally if I don't do anything stressfull.
The surgery for my shoulder will cost a few thousand dollars, and I will
have to wait a year before it is able to be performed.
Before the car registration or insurance on my new(ish) car (see THIS
previous post) could be processed, some crazy bitch driving a mid-90's
Ford smashed into me when I was pulling out onto the road. I'm paying
for her car (insurance company hasn't got back to me yet, but it
should only be about $6000 on the outside) when I haven't finished
paying for mine. I lose the car I loved. *sigh*
My Mum has breast cancer.
Two of my friends have killed themselves within the last 8 months.
The girl I'm in a casual relationship with nearly killed herself.
That makes the second girl I've been involved with that has attempted
suicide while I was with them.
I have serious ear problems. This prevents me from doing what I would like
most, which is diving more than approx 30cm under the water's surface.
And even that's only with a custom-made earplug sealed with vaseline.
Now, because of my dislcoated shoulder, I can't really even swim to
keep up my fitness level. Swimming is my most favourite thing in the world,
next to socializing and figuring out people's heads.
Here's a pic that's relevant to this journal entry.
Whinge whinge emo rant whine, whine whinge.
kog, shoutouts to you. It'll get better, mate. The only thing you have
to do is wait it out. Just don't do shit that will wreck your life,
and all of a sudden all the drama seems unimportant.
Here's a pic that is kinda relevant to you.
posted by Azrael on Tuesday 14th November 2006, 05:20:09
what's wrong with you people's lives? can't you just live
the 0815 every-nerd's life with no excitement, risk or fun?? things
will change.. and someday they will change to the better, my little purple
monkey.
Spurred on by a record-size kogneto entry...
