Remember when I told you about snusnu
and stuff? Well, those were great times, I really enjoyed sticking some of
my best parts between the legs of a nice girl. But hell, this was almost a
year ago!! Can you belive it? I sure can’t. Nine months without sex – my
self-confidence was as low as it can get. Sure there were some other
quality times, but no serious business at all.
And now.. I met this cute girl and after a week we decided to play exciting
tounge-games at a party... and that was the first time a chick took my dick
between her tender lips. It felt weird. I wasn’t able to relax and stuff –
didn’t come (as usual) – but it sure was awesome. Watching her taking it
into her mouth, feeling her soft lips and that sweet, sweet tounge. Oh boy,
oh boy..
Due to different, obvious reasons (party) we decided not to go any further,
but I'm going to invite her to my place ... you know, I totally messed
up yesterday. Sure, I’m a wimp, but this really scared me: We went upstairs
and found this empty bed. She closed the door and soon one thing lead to
another – but not so fast!! The problem was, I wasn’t able to concentrate
on what was going on. I wasn’t able to relax and to turn my brain into the
"FUCK"-mode. It was horrible. After a short
embarrasing talk (I was hard, but touching and kissing her simply
felt strange and she noticed my doubts quite fast. You gotta know,
she's my Ex. I broke up with her about four years ago. It felt like
touching a sister) we continued after she told me to think primitively and
to be a fucking MAN. I felt like shit.. I was shit.
But we had happy end so far and I’m looking forward to what’s going to
happen the following days/weeks. And I sure know what to do: Quit
masturbating 2-3 times a day, decimate the consumption of alcohol and being
a fucking MAN. Less thinking – more doing.
Dude, that really pissed me off..
posted by Death_Tef on Saturday 15th July 2006, 08:02:50
Airmack (217.235.223.*) on Saturday 15th July 2006, 09:35:18 (#36673)
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eeeeeeey, mate! How can you get limp if a girls wants your hot and sticky
love juice running down her throat? Get your ballz up and running!
Hope your next journal will be about pleasuring her all over! Good luck!
Dude, that's exactly how guys find out they're gay. Grow some
fucking balls and make her squeal. Or else move to San Francisco and buy
some Village People albums!!
you sound like a closet gay, when my mr. happy is up and at 'em ,
there is nothing in the world thats gona stop me from filling that flesh
tube with my man fat. Even the ugly girls are gona get some.......
wow, that's some honesty! not the usual "so i banged these 4
supermodels and their mothers last week..."
btw, my experience is, the more you tell yourself to relax, the more
nervous you get. maybe it'll help being at your place instead of some
party. and being not completely drunk. and the girl not being your ex.
Def, you're not a fuck-machine
yet. Better to get the mood mellow, explore the foreplay &
spiritual side of sex with somebody, & let it build to a mutual
ravaging event.
I see great things ahead for you. Your
honesty & sensitivity will pay dividends between the sheets!
Bloopers are fun!!
