I'm writing you, because it has been
about exactly one year by now. It happened, that this is my 12th journal
entry within twelve months. You are correct – there's no meaning
behind all this, but still, I'd like you to stay right there and take
a few minutes reading these words...
Since my first journal
entry I expirienced all kinds of strange, amusing and infuriating
situations and met the most idiotic as well as the most lovable kinds of
people. Young and old, fat and undernourished, tedious and randy –
I've seen them all. Unexpectedly of course. It was fun.
(random pictures of pimps and sluts - never met any
of those, but i thought they deserve some attention)
One year ago I told you about not having sex, one
month later you probably read the entry about surprisingly shagging a nice
chick and the following entries about not having sex again, due to complete
incompetence. Those were the worst times. A lot of lonely nights, a lot of
depressing black metal, a lot of rather painful wanksessions. Those were
the days...
(the guys you can see here are members of the band
Nocte Obducta - unfortunately this band does not exist
anymore - however, they are without a doubt the greatest musicians
ever)
So this summer I started meeting cute chicks
again. At the beginning I failed again and again to get into serious
business, but later on I finally found myself in bed with this awesome
girl. That's right: she is awesome!
Well, she's not beautiful, but nevertheless cute (in other words:
lusting for throbbing cock)... of course I’m only talking about her face
here. Because the rest of her body is simply amazing!! She truly is a
bombshell. Big tits (not that I would care, but BIG tits), tender, slightly
tanned skin and the most bestest butt there is!! 8D~
(no, that's not her but this is the
type of ass i'm talking about here - I'm loving it -
literally)
Now for the not-so-good-part: I suck. Yea, I put
my tounge between her legs and she sucked me as well – but that's not
my point. As you remember from previousentries,
I always mentioned, that I failed to put my hot juice in/on the girls I
fucked with. ... and that's how it is: after a couple of attempts to
end our up-to-3hours fuck-sessions with a fair cumshot, I'm about to
resign. We tried a lot – believ me, but it's like she doesn't
make me hard enough no matter what. (I'm afraid 80% is normal – 100%
would be anal – forced, hard anal)
(this makes me hard. i don't know why, but
penetrating a girl's ass seems so much more pleasureable to
me)
I'm convinced that I'm not sick or gay,
but there might be something wrong with my mind (..uhm okay - sick. gay-sick
apparently). I can't "let go". I can't relax.
It's like those "gotta satisfy" , "gotta last",
"don't be a bad fuck", "don't make her think you
never did this before" thoughts are swirling around in my head all the
time. I can't switch to the "mmmmmmmh!! Oooh momma!!"
fuck-mode.
(the worst part of this drama is when i gotta go to
work with blue, hard balls. hell!!)
THIS SUCKS!!1
Still, I finally fuck around. ... also, it's my birthday once again.
Celebrate me and stick a candle in your butt!! Tef
PS: I'll change my avatar \Ö/
posted by Death_Tef on Tuesday 3rd October 2006, 11:09:22
you should give kogneto lessons on how to break up an entry, yours isnt
even that long and its got alot of pics and whatnot. for being an actual
journal its still amusing. i give you a ten
While your writing is entertaining, I do like seeing
semi-related images within the body though. They break up
the flow of the article and give the eyes a place to rest
after long gobs of text. I do that in my articles ala rotten.com, even if the images are not directly
related.
Not trying to be all understanding and stuff but I first had those
"gotta satisfy" thoughts also. It'll pass once you find THE
girl. And go for the anal if you like to :D
what you described happens to me quite often (1 out of 3 times), but
that's usually when I smoke too much hash before the sex... in those
cases, it is advised to do some degrading like Der_Henkerlein said, maybe
some dirty talking, smack her around a bit, put her in the position YOU
want, and imagine you're in a porno. if your fucksessions last 3 hrs,
you can rest assured that she had her share and her pussy is probably
already aching, so think about yourself, sailor.
Dear fellow b0gger !
