This is addiction, actually. You get used to all that sex and cuddleig to
the point when you begin to feel bad without it. What's wrong with
this is that you now depend on other person. You suddenly have to do things
she wants just to get her smiling at you. And at times this deal is far
from being fair. Then you get angry about it, you try and talk to her, but
she ignores your issue, and that makes you even more angry. What you do
then?
If she doesn't want to solve it on her side, you solve it on yours.
Easy to say, but not easy to do. I ask myself, where would I be without
love now. Exactly where I was 10 years ago: obligations free, happy, having
time for every thing I ever wanned. But, after few hours I find myself
thinking about her ass again.
2. Internet
This is even worse. I visit ~10 sites daily, but not just once. I do it
over and over, every hour, like I really care about stupid shit people post
there.
I am software engineer (SE). Last month (or was it two month ago) I was
offered Senior SE job with 30% salary increase. I refused. What was I
thinking? I have some free time with my current job that I can use to do
something useful, like writing some shareware programs to get rid of
full-time job. What happened is that I wasted all the time browsing stupid
sites (this one included).
Time is not just money, it is more. It spares
nobody. If I will not learn from this shit, I will probably end up
killing myself in 10 years.
That's it.
posted by makc on Thursday 2nd August 2007, 03:11:03
nymphetamine (86.148.215.*) on Thursday 2nd August 2007, 04:08:53 (#53557)
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Ok you.. lay on my couch
*hitches tight pin stripe skirt up stockinged thighs and sits across you
first off, Love is symbiotic not one sided. A restraining order is not
another way of saying "I Love You!" if she's not working
with you ditch her.If you care too much then said person always has the
upper hand and they always win everything, including your soul
Internet has porn and b0g and ways of total immersion from real life and
its cheap women can fall for your 'my space' pics just make
yourself appear cute, safe and cosy and perhaps relationship material, then
when you get them to meet you Just drug and bum them.
life is good babe a damn sight better than being a putrid flesh puddle on
b0g
It's not the money you make, it's living within your means that
matters. I have personally known very rich people who are now in prison for
a LONG TIME because the millions they had were not enough, and they had to
steal more.
One sided love is hell on earth. It is better to be alone and be free.
Someone who uses your love against you as a weapon is not deserving of 5
more minutes of your time.
The internet has its place. I can remember life before it, but I can't
image life without it now.
Ditch the bitch, life your life for yourself. Don't obsess over money
- money is a means to an end, not the end itself.
You need some hardship in your life to enjoy the rest. Save up your money
until you have like $30k or so in reserve, and then go travel the world.
See places like Northern Africa (the places without the killing), or Asia,
or some island nations. See how it is to be something else, where your
programmer skills don't have use. Enjoy having a meal from the back
of your car or mingling with some people you can't even communicate
with in a cafe.
My friend did it... and is doing it. He's "out there" and I
have to admit, it is something I am too much of a coward to risk my life
on.
Heh. I've got a mate doing the same thing. Prick got his parents
money to do it, mostly. After completely trashing his house that his
parents owned on a drunken whim. Bastard.
The rest of us are placing bets on when, where and how on his trip
he'll be killed. We've got a seperate book running on when,
where and how he'll contract AIDS.
Ah, this guy saved up and went off to Europe with plans to cross
over, by land, into Asia. He's in Tunisia now after some
traveling around Europe, as he's trying to make it into Asia
via the Middle East (may or may not be safer than through
Russia).
Funny bet you have with your friends about that other guy though
:)
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