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Higher States of Life

When does intuition become schizophrenia?


Hi. My name is Adam and I have schizophrenia.

On Janurary 1st. 2006. I was visited by 5 or 6 extra-dimensional beings. I do not know how many there were as only two presented themselves to me. I say 5 because I believe I was the sixth. One for each sense. They each were of a different origin and lived harmoniously together. Living with a co-existance that needed a unanimous decision before they could act. They control our reality and introduce things to us as we need them or as they see fit. They shape the way we live.

How do we invent? We think.
They allow information to be recieved by the act of thinking.
Where do our thoughts come from...? We think for ourselves but the information we gain gets plucked out of the air. It's thrown to our vacinity and we pick up on it.

I believe this all to be esoteric but im speaking out. As soon it will be bigger than we think. The Mayan civilisation says 2012 will be doomsday. Well it maybe but this is where our consciousness has transcended.
Like a pyramid... Start at the base and trace your way up... From the thickness of the base to the nothingness of the apex... it travels along a plane and slowly gets thinner and thinner, this higher it gets the less there is.

Anyway
What was I doing for this to happen?
I was on BZP and marijuana...
I was "sleeping" on the stairs...on a 45 degree incline...
I was wide awake... but if I closed my eyes I could see images...
Was I between infradimensions? Was I astral? I do not know.

I was lying there when all of a sudden I knew what was going to happen.
I knew they were coming...
What could I do? I stayed calm and waited. I could not do anything to change my predicament of contact.
All of a sudden the electronics in the room started to buzz and humm.
An insect that was as loud as a helicopter flew up the stairs...

At 12 O'clock stood an apparition upon the wall... and at 2 O'clock stood another apparition about two feet away from me...

I started to hear clicks. A series of clicking and clacking. This was their language. Somehow I understood what they were saying... It was automatically converted to english "within my brain"...

I did not speak to them until they told me their names. How was I to trust someone (or something!) who didn't have trust in me first...

The 12 O'clock apparition said it would be hard for me to understand their names... She said her name would be Marinda... I was to learn that she was compassionate.

The 2 O'clock apparition was lawful and was hesitant to tell me his name. It was Pogo.

It was a trial. All beings were there to hold judgement on my answers.

Why me? I do not know. From my thoughts I know of the collective unconcious. This is thought that is linked between people.


Sidetrack
I've experienced a time that when I decided to see two friends... They called me on my phone to see what I was doing... This was more than a coincidence as this happened three times. We were 30m apart and out of spoken words way. Thoughts occur. OK we were on mushrooms... but this is what the worlds coming to. Thoughts happening conjuctively.

I'm sure you people have thought to yourselves...
"Hey... Wheres my phone got to??"
*go find phone*
*pick up phone and someone texts you or phones you*

Simple thought connection. I'm not sure how else to explain it to you people. Thoughts happen for a reason. When all of a sudden you start thinking of someone... they're probly thinking of you aswell.

Well maybe its not that strong yet... but it will get that way.

Anyway

What did they want? They were there because all of them, bar Marinda (the compassionate one), wanted to wipe out all of human existence when the time comes. When the sun enters to epicenter of our Milky Way. 2012. I did not know this at the time and I'm sure I didn't know anything about the Mayans. So this could not have just come from my subconcious. Maybe I was projecting them... Maybe not...

They could hear me through my thought. I didnt speak to them... I'm sure they don't understand our verbal language anyway. They could not understand us as humans and how we live. We have the sixth sense. Intuition. Emotions. Tone. And soon to be a collective consciousness. This is a worry. They want to know what fuels us. What drives humans to live. When we are all connected consciously, we'll have a collective answer. One answer that we all believe... and once they know this they could eradicate us if they all saw fit... remember... unanimous decision.... Love could be an answer.. though how do we know who to love... maybe the one we love isn't our "soulmate". There's a women but what if its a man!!!

The telepathy experienced in communication between these extra dimensional curiosities was interesting. There was one channel between Marinda and I. One between Pogo and I. And discovering this found out that Marinda and Pogo had one going aswell. As Marinda was trying to prompt me in what to say I got fed up and asked for a proper three way communication. All channels open.

I'm sure i've lost you. So enough of that.

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

The next five months I slowly developed (along with the help of marijuana) the ability to hear peoples thoughts. I would randomly hear sentences or words in the form of being from that person. And I'd respond by "thinking" and recieve and answer back. So it was two way. Im not sure if they were concious of this taking place or not. Maybe some people have the ability (well in 2012 a lot of people will be like this I believe). After five months it became all too much for me as I couldn't turn it off and I couldn't stop "thinking" in response. This is where my schizophrenic medicine comes into play. I don't have the ability these days although I get a small murmering. I'm afraid to "think" things in the presence of certain people just on the off chance they can hear me... although I then "think" things in the presence of certain people too. ;). Maybe its on a level thats higher than where we are at the moment. My first doctor told me he believed in Higher Sense Perception though I haven't heard of it since.

This esoteric act will eventually include everyone on this planet.

Another problem I face are demons. Well... entities attacking me in my sleep. Like choking, teeth smashing and acts of such violence. Harming me in my ethereal body (I think). I wake up to this abuse or the abuse comes after I leave my body and before I actually WAKE up. I know astral projection is esoteric but soon it'll involve a much higher percentage of people in this world. And someones got to make a stand at some point and bring it to the people.

Update...
In 2012 the sun aligns into the very center of this galaxy!




posted by xhaze on Wednesday 21st March 2007, 02:01:39read 968 times

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kogneto on Wednesday 21st March 2007, 02:13:52 (#48184) (journal)
nigga you crazy
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ugl on Wednesday 21st March 2007, 03:08:10 (#48186)
See you in 2012!
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Fanatic on Wednesday 21st March 2007, 04:03:19 (#48187) (journal)
1 (1)
Lets begin by assuming that everything is a dream ,which by and large it is. When we are awake we have one kind of dream , when we are asleep we have another. The difference is ,that we control our day dream and the dream that comes at night controls us.
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Penis of the Gods on Wednesday 21st March 2007, 04:23:03 (#48188) (journal)
You have reached level 4,its time to bring you home.
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r0XX0r on Wednesday 21st March 2007, 06:33:51 (#48191) (journal)
Time to replace the drugs with candy and replace thinking with a hobby?
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fulper on Wednesday 21st March 2007, 07:09:09 (#48194) (journal)
sometimes i hear peoples thoughts too :|
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haze on Wednesday 21st March 2007, 08:58:06 (#48200) (journal)
You should go watch the movie white noise. Its about exactly the kind of schizophrenia you have.
If you cannot find it I could send it to you if you'd like.
But watch out: its clearly shown as a mental disease and not a gift as you might put it.
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LudwigVan on Thursday 22nd March 2007, 04:59:34 (#48244)
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Guter Film. Vor allem die Szene mit den Hippies. Lustig, lustig.
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misterblackula on Wednesday 21st March 2007, 09:00:08 (#48202) (journal)
4 (4)
seek help and send me your drugs
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Osquip on Wednesday 21st March 2007, 12:13:58 (#48214) (journal)
wow, that's some good drugs
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Devoto on Wednesday 21st March 2007, 14:15:36 (#48220)
The chick getting her face pulled, I want to see her skull.
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lovelinefan on Wednesday 21st March 2007, 16:15:56 (#48222) (journal)
xhaze! I havent seen that name in about a year, i guess. Do you believe your schitzophrenia is responsible for any part of these experiences? and what is BZP?
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SkyBoX666 on Wednesday 21st March 2007, 17:01:34 (#48230)
xhaze is b0g
everysingle person,even tress(does he count as person?)
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huegy on Thursday 22nd March 2007, 17:28:39 (#48257) (journal)
speed
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Mirelpt2 on Wednesday 21st March 2007, 16:39:36 (#48226)
Tory Lane is a dirty slut.

YUM
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Gooch_Rash on Wednesday 21st March 2007, 22:06:03 (#48241) (journal)
December of 2012 the Mayan Calendar ENDS

ooooOOOOoooo!
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usuf on Friday 30th March 2007, 19:34:27 (#48555)
PSYCHOLOGY: The science of inventing words for things that do not exist.
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