i;m sad :.( read it you iliterate, no picture hating bastards! :))
:.(
too make it easier i breaked it up with horizontal rules!!!
im wirting my journal for a few reasons.
im sad/.
im hellover drunk...
i'm having a posters block and theres fuck all i can do about it,.
motrtiis went to sleep, no fuckier is talking in #b0g and its like
406am...
here';s my stroy in a nutshell.
i;ve been drunk ~10 times in the last 24 months, yes thats two years...
reason? i dont like alcohol. i';ve been living in london and have
found myself better things ;'/
alcohol takes you down one level into the emotional stupor.
so ~10 times in the past 24*4=96 weeks? no no theres like 52 weeks in the
year, so 104 weeks minus the past week i've had, 103 weeks i've
been drunk ~10 times. (fucking hell, im dtasrting to write like that dude
penis of the gods! i dont even know what he is because i;ve been missing in
action for 2 years!!!!!!!!). within the past week i've been drunk
every night. *sigh the people of #b0g have put up with me, laughed at me,
and i've witnessed myself playing air guitar to myself in the mirror.
a dream within a dream.
WHY? mainly because my lover has returned back to south africa. :< i met
her in london. the area i lived, willesden, nw10. <3. anwayay i return
back to nz december, her visa ran out in england jan 05. she arrives here
in nz december 22md. :) we have xmas, and my sisters wedding together. we
hav e a whole month basking in each others company. oh how i love tht
woman. :(
i've decided to drink my self iunto oblivion every night since shes
left... (jan 22nd) :( i called her this mornig on ap hone number her mother
smsed me. :( she was cryinh. i feel sad.
i lvoe you karen
why can't you 20,000 members have had registered and visisted so
frequently when there were such quality posts posted so often! :< u suck
for not knowing b0g sooner! for fucks sakes.
this is my rant. my posters blcok.
being drunk to skip sorrripwiing over my missplaced _lover_ was to give me
some inspiration to post! like when i wrote re:re:re: how to mack the
bitches in one of the #b0g zines. article 11 on b0g 11 [url][url
]http://www.b0g.org/b0g/b0g-11.txt[/url[/url[/url]]] for fuck sakes
that was like 3 years ago#@%@$%@$
but no, all im doing is writing this journal entry because i am blocked
like an anuerysm. deep vein fucking thrombosis.yet another cause our
pharmaxcuetical companies of the world can manufacture and produce useless
drugs for us to over come. FFS.
alcohol sucks. myt life was amazing unti recenlty, i thin its because ive
lost my lvoer, my wife if it wasnt the time it is now.,
i love you karen.
journal, terhe was a dudes journal today asking why there are still no b0g
tsirts..... DUDE, DONT JOURNAL RANDOM SHIT, FORUM IT!!!!!!!!!!! [font face="Arial"]now for the
important stuff, read carefully.!!!![/font]
for fuck sakes, therees probly some b0gges out there thinking "omg,
this is too much text to read, not enough puictures" to you i say,
ARNNIT.
ARNNIT is the synonym AND antonym for the world INNIT. ARNNIT makes
the speaker the most informed poerson in the conversation.
some people say..
"i could have done that", "i should have..." " i
would have..."
to you people i say, "SHOULDA, COULDA,
WOULDA.....ARNNIT!"
did you catch that? you bests have, arnnit can be interpretted in an
infinate array of meanings depending on how it is pronounced. a
conversation can be concluded in the word arnnit. again, making the
speaker the most informed speaker in the conversation.
example...
someone walking past a dude in the street wearing a specific rugby
jersey.
random: *walking by* hey man, what was the score in today
match?!?! rugby jersey wearing dude: *continueing walking bby* ARNNIT random: *walking past* Oh!
.....i hear you ask!
but what if random knows what arnitt is.........?!
................
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lets just say arnnit is he first form of telepathic magick, the
speaker of arnnit puts directly into the listeners head the answer
he his looking for!
examples of pronouciation.
Arnnit. Arnette. Arnit. Ænet. Årneite.
THINK@@@@
posted by xhaze on Monday 24th January 2005, 07:43:52
xhaze spills his heart out.
